Help me Lord. I can’t do this without you. I can’t focus, I can’t create, I feel like a big ole jumbled mess of crazy with a prozac cherry on top. Lord it says that you are strong in my weaknesses… well I have a lot of those. You must really be able to show how strong you are through me cause I am a big ole mess most of the time. I really want to get this art director thing down. I want to serve you in this way, but I am having a really hard time. Please help me Lord. My mind is always going in this direction or that. Make those things that are crooked in my mind, straight. You are able. It says so in your word.
I feel like the most needy child ever. You must get tired of hearing my voice. Everything I come to you with, you help me every step of the way. You might let go of my hands and make me walk on my own at times, but I know you are there. I can feel you there always.
Thank you Father. You’re a good good Father. That’s who you are ❤
Is praying by blogging a good thing? I can get it all out here…. writing is too slow….
Either way, if my ways are wrong, show me Lord. I know you will, cause you have so many times before. I love you Lord. I wouldn’t know what to do without you ….
You are my bright and morning star. My hope when I am feeling hopeless. My sunshine among my depression. A light in my darkness. My warmth in my bones when my heart turns cold. You are my right way of thinking when everything seems to be so wrong. You are my steadied tongue when nervousness takes over. You are my serenity, when chaos breaks out. You are my peace when anger rises in the worst possible ways. You are my discipline when I am stepping out of line. You are my education when I feel at my dumbest. You give me knowledge I never knew I could have. I marvel at the works that you have done in others and it gives me hope that one day, You could do that in me. I see wisdom that is beyond the years of the person that is using it….. I see revelations and teachings that only you can inspire.
Lord you are amazing. Thank you for calling me as your child ❤